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Don't make me change my mind, Rogers. [He grumbled against Steve's lips.] No one likes a gloater and you're practically crowing from the rooftops here, punk. [Bucky pulled away enough so that he could help Steve with pulling his shirt off.]

Christ, you make me so hot, you know that?

[This was practically groaned against Steve's mouth as Bucky's fingers dropped to toy with the super soldier's belt buckle, all hint of dexterity gone in his haste to get the blond out of his clothes.]

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Tell me. [There was something about Bucky giving him orders that sent a thrill down Steve's spine. He would like that very much. One day he'd get the courage up to ask for it.

He licked his lips and leaned up to kiss Bucky. All that whining and impatience was amusing to him and part of him liked having control but this was Bucky's first time.] Tell me what you want.

[Why was he asking him to think right now? Accusing blue eyes cracked open somewhat to stare at Steve silently for a moment.]

In the nightstand on my side of the bed. There's some condoms and lube. Why don't you get it out? [He suggested, voice dropping to a husky burr.]

You, uh, what? [Steve's jaw dropped open completely shocked that Bucky would suggest that. He had wanted that for awhile but wasn't sure how to bring it up. He had been waiting for Bucky to ask.]

Are you sure? I mean if you want that... [He was itching to dive for the nightstand drawer. Bucky could probably see how eager Steve was. He couldn't hide anything from Bucky.]

[Seeing the look of shock on Steve's face helped settle his nerves somewhat. Bucky even managed a wan smile as his flesh and blood hand rose to rest against Steve's cheek affectionately.]

Do you think I would have brought it up if I wasn't sure, Steve?

[He shook his head and turned to press a kiss to Bucky's palm.] I'm absolutely crazy about you, you know. Love you.

[He reached over to the nightstand, taking Bucky at his word instead of arguing. Bucky wouldn't lie to him.]

That's good. Considering I happen to be madly in love with you too. [He murmured, eyes shining a little brighter with excitement and anxiety.

Bucky watched as his lover reached over to the nightstand and pulled out the lube and condoms.] Have you uh...done this before, by the way? [The former assassin usually avoided mentioning Tony Stark with a burning passion because of the way the man had treated Steve. But he was logical enough to know they'd had sex. Considering Steve's libido, they'd probably had a lot of sex.]

[Whenever Bucky said those words, Steve always grinned like an idiot.] I know.

[At the mention of his previous relationship Steve sat back on his heels, running his hands over Bucky's thighs to try and comfort him about that. He knew how much it bothered Bucky.] I have but not very often. I took things slow with Tony and right before we got intimate I made the mistake of telling him I loved him. The relationship started to fall apart right there. We didn't do it as often as you'd think. He... he didn't want to I think because of what I said.

[His eyes narrowed at that and it took an almost inhuman effort to not rail against the bastard once again. But the simple fact was, he didn't want to invite the spirit of Tony Stark into his bed so he let it slide.

Instead, Bucky reached up to wrap a hand around the blond's neck and pulled him in for a kiss.]

[Of course Bucky knew just what Steve needed to get rid of his fears and insecurities. The kiss settled the nerves that had started when he brought up his past relationship.]

You can fuck me if you want. If that would be better. [He muttered against Bucky's lips.]

[It also happened to be a great way to distract Steve, as he'd discovered. And one he wasn't ashamed of using shamelessly if needs be.

James actually groaned when Steve suggested he fuck him because he'd be a lying son of a bitch if he didn't admit he'd thought about it. Fantasized about it, even. Just like he'd fantasized about the super soldier fucking him. Bucky kept that bottle of lube hidden in their shower stall for a reason after all.] Are you sure? I might hurt you? [The brunette asked uncertainly.]

You won't. [Bucky had never once hurt Steve. It was impossible for Steve to imagine Bucky ever hurting him.] The serum makes me hard to hurt. It'll be fine.

[They had plenty of time for Steve to fuck Bucky later. They had a lot of time tonight to try a lot of new things.]

[Despite the passion and need pumping through him, there was the ever present fear of hurting Steve lurking beneath the surface. He'd hurt so many people and there was so much blood on his hands that sometimes, James doubted it would ever come off. Its stain was invisible he felt the weight of it all the same.]

Are you sure? I mean--You could. Yanno. [He offered awkwardly.]

[Steve leaned down and kissed him, fighting back a smile. That was why he loved Bucky to much. His friend had always been willing to give him anything he might need or want.]

I'm going to yanno. [He ran his hands over Bucky's thighs, already imagining them wrapped around him.] But we have all night. We have days.

[Bucky's cheeks actually heated up in a flush. Though whether it was from embarrassment or something else was uncertain.] Yeah. And you did promise to leave me wiped out. You and that stupid super soldier stamina.

[He laughed, hand landing on Steve's stomach and pushed lightly to indicate he wanted the blond man to roll onto the bed beside him.] So uh...which position is best to prepare you? [Okay, the tips of his ears were definitely starting to turn pink.]

[He dropped onto his side next to Bucky, still keeping a hand on him and touching possessively. He couldn't help himself right now. This was their first time together and Steve was crazy about Bucky.]

On my stomach might be easiest for you.

Yeah but--[But then he couldn't see Steve, couldn't watch is expression or face to gauge his reactions.] I want to watch you.

[He finally said, voice dropping to a husky sounding whisper. Bucky's hand skimmed up the blond's chest till he'd met his shoulder and pushed him back until he was laying down on his back.] 'Sides, it's hard to suck you when you're laying on your stomach.

I can't argue that. [Steve easily rolled onto his back and stretched out for Bucky, making sure to spread his legs wide for him. He didn't mind Bucky wanting to watch him. He liked the idea.]

Take your time. Do whatever you want. I can be patient. [Mostly he wanted Bucky to be comfortable with this. Things probably wouldn't go perfectly but he wanted them to go well so that Bucky would want to do this again.]

[A crooked smile pulled at his lips and the dark haired man rolled over himself so that he was laying halfway between Steve's legs.] I thought you might see it that way.

[Satisfaction tinged the brunette's voice as he peppered a line of kisses along Steve's ribs before shooting a smirk up the line of the super soldier's body.] Oh, you shouldn't say things like that, Steve. I might hold you to them.

You've always won most of are arguments. [Steve folded one arm behind his head, his fingertips brushing the headboard while he reached down with the other to run his fingers through Bucky's hair.]

Might? [He laughed softly.] You better hold them to me, jerk. That's what I want.

That's because I learned how to talk my way out of most situations rather than picking fights with every punk on the block. [Bucky teased, shooting him an exasperated look.

He reached for the bottle of lube and pulled it closer as his mouth continued to travel downwards] Don't say I didn't warn you, Steve. [The dark haired man murmured with a hint of dark promise, lips skimming down the crease between leg and groin.]

It was all part of my charm. [He tried his best winning smile, but like usual it was awkward around the edges.]

I don't think I'll ever complain about this. [He shivers, getting goosebumps all over at the brush of Bucky's lips. That tone made him very eager to see where Bucky was going to take this.]

Is that what it is? [James teased, nuzzling at the inner part of Steve's thigh lightly even as he reached to uncap the bottle of lube. Squeezing some of the slick into his fingers, he liberally coated the fingers of his right hand with the cool jelly and moved to encircle Steve's entrance lightly.

He knew from experience and his own fumbling exploration that the more lubricant you used, the better.] I can change your mind about that, punk. [He murmured against Steve's dick playfully before flattening his tongue against the underside as he licked upwards towards the head.]

Fuck. [Steve needed a second to get his thoughts in order because the sensation of Bucky's fingers and his tongue was just a little too much for the super soldier's brain.

He decided it was more fun if he just gave in instead and let Bucky win this one.] Whatever you say, Buck. [He spread his legs a little more and pushed his hips down towards Bucky's fingers.]

Soon enough, punk. [Hearing Steve curse always made him painfully hard. Something about hearing such filthy words spilling from Captain America's supposedly pure mouth and brain turned him on. Ignoring the fact that he was hard enough to pound nails in with his dick, Bucky concentrated on Steve.

Wrapping his metal fingers around the base of Steve's cock, Bucky finally took him into his mouth. And being oh so careful, he pressed against the tightness of Steve's entrance until he'd breached him and sank his finger inside slowly.]

Promises... [A gasp cut off the rest of his words. Bucky's fingers were cold but his mouth was hot and Steve's mind just a little black at the contrast between the two sensations it was that good to him.]

Jesus fucking Christ, Bucky, that's good. [At least in bed, Steve had no trouble swearing as much as was needed. He couldn't resist when Bucky was making him feel like his whole body was going to burn up.]